so last night i was sitting here writing essays for scholarships, when my mom goes nuts on me. she's screaming about how "i'm ungrateful, that she's done with everything, that she's not paying for college, that i can go live on the streets for all i care". Do you want to know what the first thing running through my mind was, wow i miss this. Does any one know how fucked up that is. Being screamed at for leaving a fork in the sink, or leaving(cat playing with) wire tools around, was such a common occurence in my childhood that i missed it. I mean our relationship hasn't had any bumps in the road for several months now. i just don't get it.
so know shes sitting in the other room yelling at my brother for staying up late, at an athletic awards event, at college. Also she's giving me the cold shoulder, like that'll work. i mean in the long run who gets hurt here. She will. She's made these threats before and never carried them out, so i won't take her seriously. In the end she's gonna pay for college, and have to pay more for it. The scholarships are due in today during school, and i don't have the time to do them.
